Oh please stay on the phone "I started smoking." *silence* "I know you're disappointed in me, but like I told Nelly--it's better smoking than cutting myself. And as horrible as smoking is, I know that you would prefer me smoking to cutting myself." "That's true...but babe, you need to stop." "I know I do...don't worry, I won't die of lung cancer." "I'm not worried about you dying of lung cancer...I'm worried about the way you taste. Kissing a smoker is disgusting." ---------------------------------------------- "You just love talking to me this long, huh?" "Yeah, actually I do...I wish we could do it all the time." "But you're not a phone person." "I'd become one to talk to you..." ---------------------------------------------- "You could never become ugly" "You haven't seen me lately" "I wish I could." ---------------------------------------------- And after last night, I realize just how much he really, TRULY cares about me and about us, and I love him even more for it. Fuck giving up on you, on us. I just really needed to see that it was worth it, and it is. Because you still care. And anyone who knows me knows that I could never stop caring about you. |