he's not zach...he's better Last night I realized just how much I really do love him. I've never been like this with a guy here...always wanting to be around him, always touching him (even if it's on the shoe when he's resting his feet on my knees), just looking at him and smiling...and I hate it. I know that nothing will come from it, I mean... I just want it so bad right now...I want to experience it before he leaves. Before my whole world collapses. because he is that. I can't even begin to explain the feelings that were going through me when I saw him yesterday... ugh. i hate this. knowing that the person you love will never see you the way you see them. back & forth |